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I'm discovering increasingly that chunks of the Naudrey part of Haven fandom (I think now that it's them particularly, though I didn't actually put it together until halfway through the Tumblr post) have me blocked on Tumblr. This is crazy, paranoia inducing bullshit. I even like their damn pairing. I just don't like it in their prescribed and approved way to like it, which is True!Love!Forever! and no deviation from that. I like it as One True Partners and all its screwed-up darkness and contradiction and its massive, massive kink potential (her being the only person he can feel is hot as hell), but I'm not going to declare it a healthy and unambiguous fluffy hearts and flowers relationship because it ain't.
On the other hand, realising this frees me to do and say whatever the fuck I want now. I've always tried to get along with everyone. But if they've already judged me as the perceived enemy, fuck treading softly. Maybe I'll actually write this pairing properly if I'm not held back by the thought that writing it the way I want to will fucking alienate me from half the fandom. Since it seems like that's already a done deal.
Tumblr has made itself one big tool for online bullying in modifying the ignore function. It tells people they're blocked>. The whole thing is fucking disgusting.
Not flocking this. Fuck that. Fuck everything. If people are happy with me knowing that they don't want me reblogging their posts and they'd rather I didn't exist in their fandom, I really don't think it matters any more.
On the other hand, realising this frees me to do and say whatever the fuck I want now. I've always tried to get along with everyone. But if they've already judged me as the perceived enemy, fuck treading softly. Maybe I'll actually write this pairing properly if I'm not held back by the thought that writing it the way I want to will fucking alienate me from half the fandom. Since it seems like that's already a done deal.
Tumblr has made itself one big tool for online bullying in modifying the ignore function. It tells people they're blocked>. The whole thing is fucking disgusting.
Not flocking this. Fuck that. Fuck everything. If people are happy with me knowing that they don't want me reblogging their posts and they'd rather I didn't exist in their fandom, I really don't think it matters any more.
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